Time sure does fly by. I find myself dreading the upcoming weeks and the even the coming year. The midterms, quizzes, applications, OATs. I lose confidence in applying, in my future, my passion. Can I do it? I sure hope so.
Things were better when they were simple. Ignorance is Bliss. Someone asked me yesterday if I liked going to college at UCI and I found myself saying it was okay. Why? We are in the center of materialism right here. Everyone in Irvine drives good cars. We sit there comparing ourselves to Jack and Jill next door. Susan has that new thing, I want it too. People lose the ability to be content and grateful for what they have. Here in the OC we are next door neighbors with Newport Beach (they still hold the title of having the most expensive houses). Don't get me wrong, it's comfortable to live in such a cookie cutter city. I just wish I didn't get sucked in all the time.
Why are people so complicated? Welcome to the real world. Welcome to a new beginning.
Here's to a new start. My pup wants to join in on the fun too.
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